Monday, November 16, 2009

well i was there on the day
they sold the cars for the queen
and when the lights all went out
we watched our lives on the screen
i hate the ending myself
but it started with an all right scene

it was the roar of the crowd
that gave me heartache to sing
it was a lie when they smiled
and said, "you won't feel a thing"
and as we ran from the cops
we laughed so hard it would sting
yeah yeah, oh

if i'm so wrong
(so wrong, so wrong)
how can you listen all night long?
(night long, night long)
how will it matter after i'm gone
because you never learned a goddamned thing

you're just a sad song with nothing to say
about a lifelong wait for a hospital stay
and if you think that i'm wrong
this never meant nothing to you

i spent my high school career
spit on and shoved to agree
so i could watch all my heroes
sell a car on tv
we've got the obvious team
we'll show 'em what we all mean
yeah yeah, oh

if i'm so wrong
(so wrong, so wrong)
how can you listen all night long?
(night long, night long)
how will it matter after i'm gone
because you never learned a goddamned thing

you're just a sad song with nothing to say
about a lifelong wait for a hospital stay
and if you think that i'm wrong
this never meant nothing to you

so go, go away, just go, run away
but where did you run to?
and where did you hide?
go find another way, but you pay

woah, woah, woah
woah, woah, woah

you're just a sad song with nothing to say
about a lifelong wait for a hospital stay
and if you think that i'm wrong
this never meant nothing to you, come on

you're just a sad song with nothing to say
about a lifelong wait for a hospital stay
and if you think that i'm wrong
this never meant nothing to you

at all, at all, at all, at alll




-disenchanted
my chemical romance



28........
he woke up from dreaming and put on his shoes
started making his way past two in the morning
he hasn't been sober for days

leaning now into the breeze remembering sunday
he falls to his knees, they had breakfast together
but two eggs don't last like the feeling of what he needs

now this place seems familiar to him
she pulled on his hand with a devilish grin
she led him upstairs, she led him upstairs
left him dying to get in

forgive me, i'm trying to find
my calling, i'm calling at night
i don't mean to be a bother, but have you seen this?
she's been running through my dreams
and it's driving me crazy, it seems
i'm gonna ask her to marry me

and even though she doesn't believe in love
he's determined to call her bluff
who could deny these butterflies?
they're filling his gut

waking the neighbors, unfamiliar faces
he pleads though he tries
but he's only denied
now he's dying to get inside

forgive me, i'm trying to find
my calling, i'm calling at night
i don't mean to be a bother, but have you seen this girl?
she's been running through my dreams
and it's driving me crazy, it seems
i'm gonna ask her to marry me

there's a neighbor said, she moved away
funny how it rained all day
i didn't think much of it then
but it's starting to all make sense

oh, i can see now
that all of these clouds are following me
in my desperate endeavor
to find my whoever, wherever she may be

i'm not coming back, i've done something so terrible
i'm terrified to speak but you'd expect that from me
i'm mixed up, i'll be blunt
now the rain is just washing you out of my hair

and out of my mid, keeping an eye on the world
so many thousands of feet off the ground
i'm over you now, i'm at home in the clouds
towering over your head

well i guess i'll go home now
i guess i'll go home now
i guess i'll go home now
i guess i'll go home




-remembering sunday
all time low.



28.............
hips sway and lips lie
like clock-work she's in control
of all the right guys
and i'm still waiting

fitted hats and a car alarm in
her high-tops with her favorite song
she's showing off
the way she walks
it's on...

take me, show me (whoa oh, whoa oh)
the corners of your empty room
the trouble we could get into,just
fake it for me (whoa oh, whoa oh)
disregard the footsteps
and we'll never tell a soul

tonight i'm finding a way
to make the things that you say
just a little less obvious

i walk a fine line
between the right and the real
they watch me closely
but talk is cheap here

like a weightless currency
your words don't mean shit to me
i'm always chasing out

take me, show me (whoa oh, whoa oh)
the corners of your empty room
the trouble we could get into, just
disregard the footsteps
and we'll never tell a soul

tonight i'm finding a way
to make the things that you say
just a little less obvious, i confess
tonight i'm dressed up in gold
you've got me fucked up and sold
you talk like you're famous
you're shameless

tonight i'm finding a way
to make the things that you say
just a little less obvious, i confess
tonight i'm dressed up in gold
you've got me fucked up and sold
you talk like you're famous
you're shameless

tonight i'm finding a way
to make the things that you say
just a little less obvious, i confess
tonight i'm dressed up in gold
you've got me fucked up and sold
you talk like you're famous
you're shameless



-shameless
all time low

Sunday, November 8, 2009

friday is freeday!

kawan! maaf ya sudah jarang ngepost hehe eheh sekarang bulan november loh jadi inget ya akhir november :p iya makin tua. gatau kenapa bulan ini penuh dengan tawa wkwk hampir tiap hari gue ketawa disekolah terus sampe sampe sempet kencing dicelana (jujur loh). ohiya, kemaren gue..............................
capek banget karena gue diajakin gitu ke alpus transformation, oke gue cerita dari awal aja yak.

jadi udah lama dari bulan oktober tapi lupa tanggal berapa -_-, gue ngerencanain bareng dissa, trus yaudah gue ajakin aja ayu, alfrida, astrid, chichi, sama widya. lalu hari demi hari telah lewat dan melewati midtest yg seperti 'hell' dan udah november aja! wuih. trus kan kemaren closing alpus transformation jadi pas tanggal brapa gt gue tanya lagi mereka ''pada jadi ga ke alpus?'' dan jawabannya "tidak". youwes deh pas tanggal 4 apa 5 gt gue kan otpan sama warteg jorok heheh audrey deng :D, eh dia juga gabisa. hem banyak ya yg ga jadi dan ujung ujungnya gue nanya dissa disekolah, dan katanya dia blm nanya. jiaaah -__- (yg ini pas hari kamis) yaudahlah gue terus berdoa supaya jadi karena gue sumpek banget dirumah, oke nyampe rumah 'jeglek' mati lampu


syet, jing


dan hp gue mati selama 2 hari dari hari rabu sampe kamis, begonya hp gue lupa gue charge dan sempet ngilang sebenernya ga ilang tapi gue lupa taro dimana!! lanjut.
abis itu pas nemu hp gue diatas meja belajar, ditempat yg terpencil yaudah mumpung blm mati lampu gue cepet cepet ngecharge dan pas buka hp................... dan wow ada 4 massage! gue udah ge er aja ada 4 orang kangen sama gue wahoo!
eh ternyata sms dari dissa, audrey, dan MENTARI -,- okeh. apakah mereka kangen denganku?

-061109-
nah pas hari jumat kemaren, akhirnya gue, bella, dissa, gita jadi ke alpus. dan sempet memikirkan ''naik apa kita kesana?'' jeng........ nahloh, katanya supirnya dissa gabisa dan pilihan satu satunya ada taxi! tapi ternyata good news! berbalik arah! supirnya dissa bisa nganterin. woke akhirnya kita ber4 otw rumah dissa.

selesai mandi sama makan kita langsung cabut ke alpus, dan kita sempet muter muter nyari tempat masuknya. nah kan udah ketemu tuh tempat masuknya, trus kita ketemu saqinna, kirana, mutia, salsa, jenna.
berhubung acaranya blm mulai, kita beli minum dulu. nah acara dimulai jam 5an deh kayanya selesai jam 8 apa jam 9 gitu, trus nonton dah. pas pulang gue sampe kyk orang ga pernah tidur kali, capek buangett trus waktu itu tangan gue pake acara bengkak segala tai.
ohyaaa kocaknya waktu itu ada yg bilang gini

(S) : Stranger -_-
(G) : Gue

S : eh eh itu RAN udah mulai!!!!
G : HAH? UDAH? BENERAN? ~speechless
trus gue udah yg kaya ngasih tau temen temen kalo RAN udah mulai, dan gue menuju tempatnya dengan cepat tapi perut SANGAT KERONCONGAN >> soalnya lagi asik makan, sampe sampe gue yg bilang ''permisi''nya ganyante -__- dan akhirnya sudah sampai ditempat tujuan dan...................





guess what?




pas nyampe tempat manggungnya, RANnya belom manggung dan itu masih acara band alpus -____-


w.t.h?!

padahal ya itu gue lagi asik asiknya makan popmie (itu aja minta, soalnya udah abis gethoo) trus milo minta, udara dingin, dan hujan (?)
dan akhirnya RAN tampil juga jam berapa gitu lupa









udah dulu ya, cape
bye!
waktu tanggal 4 kemaren arcel sama salsa ulang tahun loh :) (^) salsar